Despite the fact that I acknowledge my utter depravity and hopeless sinfulness, I am very uncomfortable being a failure. I waver between being okay with it (for God's grace and sovereign provision) and hating myself for it.
Lord, help me to remember that you do not love us for how far away we distance ourselves from sin. Nor do you love us for how spiritually disciplined we are or how well we serve. You love us because you do. Despite our wretchedness, despite our sanctification or lack thereof, despite everything we do and don't do. You love us because of Christ and we love you because of your unbelievable goodness. You are SO worthy. Thank you for loving us through the veil of Christ and may we love you and serve you back because of who you are.
